here

here

alone

hopeless

perfect me

somewhere ahead
looming on the horizon

so peaceful

when the wind blows

I hear a whispered voice

its silent expectations unspoken

damning and impossible to achieve

my hope

always evolving

shedding my old skin 

leaving the broken past behind

no longer who (what) I once was

help me...

tear this wall down

destroy all I have been

unworthy and undeserving

tainted by my immovable heart

fighting a battle I can't possibly win

I saw myself

in a life I dreamed...

I don't want to imagine

all the things that I can't have

I want to feel the bottomless love

here

alone

hopeful

imperfect me

here and now

living on the edge of forever